hot sunny monday

DID NOT GO SCHOOL TODAY! so happy!

went for breakfast in the morning then go to some nursing and hospital home like that, to visit one of aunt's friend...

Don't know what to say... when see until the auntie in the hospital de, you really don't know what to say... there is not a single physical appearance to tell that she is suffering.. she is into her final stage of cancer and was given a "time" to live, it's from a few months to 1 year... the way she really wants to keep on fighting, she never gives up and you really cannot tell that she is sick... I suppose she will pull through this given time frame for who is that to decide when you will leave, so long as she is positive she will not lose this battle...the last time i saw her she had her shoulder length hair but for now she decided to have it short, ok looks quite good as well, but can tell that it's really never fair to her... imagine she can walk and do things on herself but the only problem is that she is really under pressure, the fear of sleeping and never wakes up? The fear of changing into a smaller drainage bag that don't shows her, her breathing rate... this can be quite freaky for her... the bigger machine shows her her breathing and whenever she sees the red line i suppose she is quite comfortable and grateful...

As long as the fluid stays and gather in her lungs it would proves her wrong as a fighter, for now she is really a fighter, despite odds, she still pins on hope that she will walk out soon.. Yup pretty soon!

Life is never fair... at least there are mental preparations for the worst to come... Each day comes and go without us realizing how precious these short moments are. From her i saw that each dawn breaks is equivalents to a day of new life, there is nothing to look back to blame to complaint about, whatever that had move past us is over, there will be no means to grab it back, look ahead every second we breathe we are alive...

we never treasured that we are alive each day, all we think of is today never do, never mind tml can do, But this is never the case... being to complacent in life is what we always do...