Driving drives me mad!

It's only the 3rd lesson and i am going bonkers!!!

Irritating lei, the instructors kept on change never mind, but is like i really not same frequency as today's instructor, today one is a younger malay guy, then he seems like those like fast speed thingy, the way he dress.. *like a cowboy*

damn sia, dunno why lah, kept on stalled my car today, last 2 sessions also never stalled that often the most is one or 2 times, this one arh, endless... countless to me, then when he say brake, i literally jammed that brake and never remembered that there is a clutch! I SHOULD HAVE WELL TAKEN AUTO and stick to that uncle! WTF!!!!!

some times he like to say things last minute, then i can't react and think at the same time, imagine asking a freshie to gear up when negotiating a turn, i will just slowed down just to do that and then i will not focus on things well, so not to say the direction... sometimes i just cannot engage that damn gear 1, it's there already but dunno why can't really move off, then re engage it!!! DAMN sia! i so hate driving!

That road is also horrible, so many humans jaywalking, BEST of all there is a PRIMARY school! then so happen that TIME is school dismissal and attending class time, then DUNNO WHERE THAT GUARD ROAD de gone, stuck at there for like FOREVER, engaged that gear 1 and hold the clutch and i almost forgot that brake now! then i look opposite, another Learner, i think is a he, he also stuck there, never move also, so we both look at each other... nothing we can do, then my this instructor, very agitated, kept on scolding where is that guard, then people jaywalk suddenly, he wind down the window want to scold them... haix dunno wat to say... then i just ignore and drive... cause i already losing focus!

ANOTHER problematic is that i will either stop over the white line or too early.. cause he always say brake before the line quite a distance then i just jammed brake lor, he never say half brake for engage of clutch only! WTF, so kept on make mistake...

He say my moving off ok, only stopping... seriously behind the wheel can drive me crazy, especially when all those humans suddenly pop out! moving off i will always input lots of oil then release clutch real slow! LOL then that sound and suddenly just move off, BUT the moment move off liao, i will release the accelerator, cause will panic, especially turning that time!

Some times on hump he say brake then release all pedals, cross the accelerate, but then sometimes no need... make me real CONFUSED! then dunno why sometimes traffic turn green just before i stopped, he say quickly release all pedals, turn first, then accelerate....

then some times you engage brake need clutch in some times dun need, so MESSY!!! do until i don't know when to clutch in when clutch out!!!!
haix.... next week dun get him again please!!! i want another person another better person who can really click on, so that i am not lost and in a pile of mess!!!! make me really panic when see until humans!!!!

can't those people just beware? and cross properly or at least move away from us!!