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This weekend really not like weekend, usually it is family day, would probably start day off with family for breakfast but for 2 straight day it never happened... my dad went to work, so all do own things like that, my elder brother went for his dance practices, mother went to aunt's dunno wat, watch concert, then younger brother went to play basketball, so eventually i am HOME　ALONE!

that was saturday, at least sunday, my younger brother stayed at home with me, i took his computer because i want to watch shows, then dun want to overwork my laptop, but he took mine instead to watch, so balanced out.. rubbish right.. mum went out as well, elder brother went out as well.. so the 2 of us left to decide how to spend our day together! hahaz!! i watch my shows half way, then went to do some house work, can't stand the feel of the floor, so vacuum it and mop it clean till squeaky feeling... then saw the clothings unattended, cannot tolerate it as well, so i went to fold those dry ones, and sent the rest of the dirty laundry into the machine, but the rain stopped, so my brother suggested we quickly go eat, it was suppose to be lunch but we kept delaying time, so by the time we decided that the rain stopped it would be time for lunch, but the rain continued TILL when it stopped, it's 4pm... we were asking ourselves what are we eating, lunch or dinner??

As usual my brother took advantage of me de, say go long john silver eat, so we went and of course i paid... MY BROTHER!
then as we were eating we chatted about rubbish stuff, then he said look at the time, i think i today go for hair cut, but dunno want to go where... hinting already... so i pretend never think nor listen carefully, i say i bring him go to the 6th avenue cut, there a lot of stylist faster and CHEAPER! hahaz! but he say there cut until he look so bald... say wat cut liao = no hair, not nice... so rubbish... then he say must well go cut that something house .. but i objected, simply because i find the idea of 10 min hair cut is totally outrageous to me... i can't accept it... then in the end he mentioned twister, (monsoon)... i knew he would say that... he already longed for one nice hair cut at those relaxing environment... so... I GAVE IN again! very easy 心软！

Be my brothers very good de, as long as i give in, 心软, then they win... for them, i would not mind paying a lot... then he very happy, that grin! so funny, went up with him, cause there need appointment, but it was last min, so we waited for 15min before he gets his hair cut, and i went off to the library to read books while waiting for him...

50 min passed! and i am still waiting! his first time also bah, since i went to cut so many times... then he finally done! when i see him.. he smiling... so funny, never expected his look to be like that! then i asked him jokingly that he happy already? 满意 his hair cut not... he smile smile say ok lah...

Come home, my mother also reached home, she see until asked what happen to his hair! so funny, he joke and say yesterday ate instant noodles, drop hair!

actually i like his hair do... this time round it is really a total change! i stand on his left is a young man with some sense of seriousness, then i shift to his right, a young punk! hahahz! i think it is also his first time for such a huge change! his back also so nice, like going up like that!

if only i am him, i sure enjoy my new hair! really nice, i think i give up on longer hair, will do something to mine soon to come! haha... still i don't want to give up disturbing him... i ask him repeatedly he 满意 not, now is no more OK, it is a YES! hahaz

then i get him to change into his new specs. looks great but he say the degree too high, he not used to it, so changed back old one... then i told him dress properly? he say ok, not a problem! hahaz! think he is really ready for change from that boy look to a young man! but PLEASE better dun get into any rubbish trouble like girls chasing after him now?!?! he better dun get one now! i don't want to get killed by my parents!!!

i told him before his hair cut, i said, i want a guy with good looks but not without brains.. he say ok... so the rest up to him!

the rest of the day see his hair, so nice!! i also want!!!

tomorrow he wants to go out meet friends already lor! initially say go eat breakfast with mum and me... now FRIENDS!!!! URGHS!!!

< so what >

Dunno why but i just cannot sleep well at all, every day think about stuff, think till i dun even know people talking to me! damn sia...

Actually very truthfully, i never felt happy at all with my grades... I guess i would be much happier if i scored things that are slightly lower from the highest... every night i dream of the worst case that would happen...

Frankly speaking i really don't know how i will go on.. i guess i had really max. out too much.. i don't want to just end here, but at the same time i dunno how to go on... it's really tiring...

haix...

the natural reaction of the day after coming home from school:

SIGH~~

indeed long but dun feel good after it...

心不在焉...
什么都不知道! 我不知道自己的方向感了...

Living in the dinosaur Era

Wake up superb early lor! not even 7 yet, then my phone sms woke me up, my main driving instructor, he messaged say today's driving lesson cancel!

Stupid sia, last night never tell me, wait till early morning then tell me canceled... then i told my mum you see, everyone learn nothing happen i learn only a lot of problem, a while dun understand what he talking, then ask him i do booking through sms, then he tell me 'eh i wun reply immediately one lei' cause all the phones he used is for calling in and out only.. -.- then i say he living in dinosaur era, dunno how to use sms! -.-'''

SO MANY PHONES hanging from his pouch, pockets, yet dunno sms?!?!

seems like later still have to call him to book next week de...


Now also no choice, nothing to do... then loiter around in the world of talking to the computers!
Later dunno go where, think my father medical appointment bah, at ttsh.. so NOT AGAIN!! traveling!!!

pooF!! holiday vanished!!

This whole week like busy sia!

monday, tuesday at the chalet... come back real tired, just slept 2 times cause i just dun want to listen to people's nagging!

then the next day went for driving lesson and off into malaysia! very tired by then i returned to singapore it's like midnight again!

then today finally at home... wanted to nap but thought better not otherwise later at night cannot sleep again..

tomorrow another busy day, driving lesson then after that dad and elder brother got medical appointment one at SGH there, the other at Alexandra Hospital...

then i thinking maybe i tml own self go driving bah, very early 9am, then my mother go along also nothing to do.. see how... cause that day already asked my main instructor, i SMS him instead... dun want to talk to him.. then he say ok, BUT BUT he might reply later! -.- so conclusion call better... see howww

DRIVING!!! dunno wat to say...

i very sleepy sia...

now my driving bookings last till next wednesday also..

seems like my instructor already booked all the wednesdays 11am for me already... hahaz!

SO HUMANs next time FYP dun clash on 11am - 1pm ok! otherwise later i have to change my time slots again, if no time slots on wednesday i had no choice but to pay more take weekend de... so must help me save money ok!! provided we had no choice but to conduct findings... must tell me in advance of 2 weeks!!!

Dunno why i so many bruises on my calf (both sides some more) then right side dunno why, the biggest toe becomes numb... for the whole day already, i walk also like limping... cannot go off ups and downs too quickly otherwise later pain or knee will give way, make me want to fall like that..

Miracle!

Welcome back 3rd human...


Today really miracle my house's blackie did not flare up! miracle! dunno why he so good today, never argue, everything goes the way we want it to be.. haha!! in any case my house blackie is my little brother, that one who happy happy smile smile, not happy all those unsightly tone start flying around!

EARLY morning he went out to eat ok! EAT breakfast with us lei! still help in this and that and was smiling the whole day! weird right!! no playing his rubbish game of warcraft! FINALLY 1 day of peace!

Still help me go market get the Styrofoam box for tomorrow's chalet and say will come tomorrow! miracle!!! then we spend the whole day watching incredible tales! then watch till so funny, he scared then say eh u own self watch this episode i dun want see so horrible like that, then i off sound, he come back see! so funny... then my mother out of no where scared the 2 of us, we watched till so stuck to it! then she suddenly BOO! then we 2 jumped up! wat on earth really is 人吓人，吓死人！！

after that we dun care her, make so much noise we just see then she bring her WHOLE BIG BAG of garlics out to peel and watch also! then say u all watching ghost right, i peel garlic! like that very safe -.-

my house blackie today really very good lei! so unusual!! cannot believe it! so 难得! never complaint nor flare up! hahahaz!! if he every day like that how good it will be!!!!

CANNOT BELIEVE OUR LUCK today! so MIRACLE!!!

Tomorrow need 烦了！going to woodlands early morning to get those wet grocery stuff.. now is good luck to me... Ms. Tay had gotten those dry stuff, now my turn tomorrow, hope that i would not be that blackie!! cannot lose my cool at all!!

Welcome back me

Im back...!

...for a few days already

sorry didnt help you all out in the chalet preparation

if i am still not too late in lending a helping hand.....how can i help?

haha

Another day...

Today another day of rotting!

Just dunno why i can't sleep through the morning then end up rotting and lazing around in the bed, wash up for breakfast went to aljunied there because today is chinese 15th day of lunar 7 month, so went to pray dad's parents...

after than just come back and rot at home, cause my mother say she want to wash clothings then i went to nap... supposing is a nap, end up wake up to see mum watching vcd, younger one still as usual playing computer.. then my mother ask me go shop for grocery cause she dun want to go out... bo bian so just go...

13 august

finally a day of driving where it's not that frustrating...

i can't remember where on earth did i stalled my car today, it's either on the slope or behind a bus... cannot remember where liao other than that, today the road was smoother, not much humans walking here and there any how cross.. not much delivery cars anyhow parked... so today still smoother road...

today learn directional change, weird.. dunno changing lanes blind spots thingy... as if i really know how to see... LOL hahaha, just see lor most of the time is no cars then quickly change... lol

other than that ok lor... only at the last moment, after the zebra crossing, stupid sia that instructor, the aunty already cross already... standing at the pavement liao, then he suddenly shout pedestrain -.- then i panic sia, dunno why.. but that aunty already at the school gate.. WTF! con me, no humans.. i wanted to tell that instructor where got, then say maybe u see until those that i cannot see, so i dunno... stupid right! any how shout, then make me look back instead then my car still moving!!! WTF!!

at least today ok lor.. don't have much hiccups, cause i learned to filter out what he say, only listen to important stuff, the rest better dun listen too much... he later say till i so confused...

After lesson, go buy clothings, buy until 1 1/2 hours at the same shop.. then initially i just want 1 shorts, then my mother say she want to buy.. then we buy and buy till 8 over pieces, causing90 over bucks! then say join member ship so got discount... it's like we super li hai spend money.. driving already need $$$ then still buy clothes... got myself 2 shorts, 1 skirt, 1 shirt.. my mother got 1 shorts, 1 long dress, 2 shirts...

I think i still prefer the first uncle lor... i saw him on the road while driving.. our car both go different direction.. he much more patient and maybe teach also much comfortable, this malay one he very fast pace like that, then sometimes inconsistence with what he say...

Troublesome Humans

this is so frustrating when things are suppose to be that simple only...

I guess it was my error of getting u to come along, this ends up into more frustration being build up...

Is there any rule that says organizers had to foot all the bills? then the rest come and enjoy only?? rubbish lor... everyone cannot share the load is it? unfair... sickening humans

planning sucks, that's why i should not take leisure planning as a module... IDIOT!!

now everything also need money!

planning also need money, best is also need brains and even energy and even effort!! everything just wait lor.. everyone just like to wait lor...

now only can depend on 2 humans.. one is SY, the other me...

then the rest wait lor... everything also wait lor...

hot sunny monday

DID NOT GO SCHOOL TODAY! so happy!

went for breakfast in the morning then go to some nursing and hospital home like that, to visit one of aunt's friend...

Don't know what to say... when see until the auntie in the hospital de, you really don't know what to say... there is not a single physical appearance to tell that she is suffering.. she is into her final stage of cancer and was given a "time" to live, it's from a few months to 1 year... the way she really wants to keep on fighting, she never gives up and you really cannot tell that she is sick... I suppose she will pull through this given time frame for who is that to decide when you will leave, so long as she is positive she will not lose this battle...the last time i saw her she had her shoulder length hair but for now she decided to have it short, ok looks quite good as well, but can tell that it's really never fair to her... imagine she can walk and do things on herself but the only problem is that she is really under pressure, the fear of sleeping and never wakes up? The fear of changing into a smaller drainage bag that don't shows her, her breathing rate... this can be quite freaky for her... the bigger machine shows her her breathing and whenever she sees the red line i suppose she is quite comfortable and grateful...

As long as the fluid stays and gather in her lungs it would proves her wrong as a fighter, for now she is really a fighter, despite odds, she still pins on hope that she will walk out soon.. Yup pretty soon!

Life is never fair... at least there are mental preparations for the worst to come... Each day comes and go without us realizing how precious these short moments are. From her i saw that each dawn breaks is equivalents to a day of new life, there is nothing to look back to blame to complaint about, whatever that had move past us is over, there will be no means to grab it back, look ahead every second we breathe we are alive...

we never treasured that we are alive each day, all we think of is today never do, never mind tml can do, But this is never the case... being to complacent in life is what we always do...

Hello Ms. JiaYi

Haas, I'm at my cousin's house to online!!! Miss me ehhs, you, yourself and me!!! Hurhurrrs...Tell you ahhs, I went Genting yesterday!! That's a sudden decision, and I had to go play with my irritating brother, sians man. Cause my parents and cousin went into Casino and play. I cant go in, too bad. So I'm aiming at the Casino entrance next year October!!! Woohoo, by then I bring you go horr. Then you see me go in, you wait outside for me okay!! Geez...

Alright, you happy happy at Singapore hor!!! Will be back tomorrow afternoon I think. Hmms.. Byebye!!!!

Cheers!!!! =) Wahahhahahahaahahah

HUMANS!!

Really boring, my whole day spend on doing things that i also dunno for what..

This morning went for breakfast, then whole family go to woodlands liao, cause my brother meeting his friends for a dance rehearsal at my aunt's house, so all go together, after dropping him at the house went out to supermarket... my "favourite" place, cause a lot of things to see, then very cooling!!hahaha!

buy a lot of stuff lor, see until fruits nice then buy buy buy, then see until my Yakult.. want so buy, see until mushrooms so cute want buy... then my mother also she worst than me, see until those fruits buy non stop, whole trolley fruits, then my aunt say we like worst than monkeys... who cares, all i want to eat can liao...

nothing to do, then end up all stuck at the house sew those little trees, i sew half way too tired, then i asked my brother go causeway buy food! hahaz...

then come back watch the Olympics synchronizing diving...

NOTHING TO DO!!

what a day

nothing better to do today, so pretend to be sleeping so that i no need go out!!haha

then i come down and load shows on my laptop so watch from morning till now..

12 full hours sia!

that's the life of nothing to do for the time being...

Bored Human...

ok... now left with me and myself, and alone!

That 2 humans both overseas enjoying themselves already lor!! and i am still stuck in Singapore!

UNFAIR! i am stucked in SINGAPORE!

WHY u 2 so HEARTLESS!!

this zack happy lor, bully me again, ask me to do his RJ ever since he is back from his DRAGONＢＯＡＴ　race, he becomes that lousy dragon, always lazy to do things... irritating! his RJ Q is even best for today's:

For the past 2 weeks, a lot has been said about strategies and the various platforms that are available to an organization or a business to achieve their objectives. What are some of these strategies or platforms that strike you most and how do you think it will help you embark on a career after graduation.

i never even attend sports management before, how to answer sia... then end up he send me their 6P and still i do! -.-

Always bully me... every time i tell him dun want to do then every time he will 傻jiao... GRR, then i always give in... So soft hearted... always sia, next time u all dun do that to me also, cause u all will know that you all will win and i will lose...

i can't stand that bad feeling that i purposely dun want to help people when i know is within my means... sometimes even when it is not an easy task to me, i will still agree... unfair right! why the moment people like that to me, then i will give in..

I really wonder why.. i always lose out on such things... not firm enough...

NOW I AM REALLY ALONE SIA!!

dunno go where good.. dun want to go out with geraldine cause she want to go shopping i dun like.. heng is she never kept telling me otherwise i will end up giving in and go with her... no no no...

Maybe it's a good time for reflection.. quieter moments..

Early Morning's 'Noise Pollution'

Thinking to come school not... then decided last week then come for all lessons bah, needed some nicer grades, so for the sake of these grades had no choice but to attend all classes!

Stepped into the classroom then what i see right smack in the classroom is one lonely, noisy, attitude soul... that is that Kok Hui, really so low EQ... Irritating is the only word that came to my mind when he make all those noises! his handphone he put that noisy screaming girl like being raped that sort of noise, then kept on screaming all the while, it's like super low EQ, no one likes that noise in class and some more it's LESSON and Class room, all phones should be kept in that silent mode, but he did not! then APPARENTLY he DID NOT TRIM his FINGERNAILS, it's long and he use those nails of his to tap on the metal legs of the table, making unnecessary noises. there is no need for such noises, but he still does it, without rhythm, so you guess it's noise pollution...

Guessing today's class going to be very miserable, it's coaching, and there are no more UTs so the class human population is going to be LOW!!! my sir name!!

07 August 2008

Entering week 16! the last week of academic semester!

OUR　ＬＥＳＳＯＮ　ＥＮＤＥＤ　ＳＵＥＰＲＢ　ＥＡＲＬＹ！It ended at 1, suppose to be 12.30pm, just need to upload our design of web page then ok liao, no need to even present! so shiok right! first break out, 9am - 9.30 AM! then back to class for 2nd meeting half hour only! and OFF WE GO for 2nd break!!!!

"lesson" so call begin again after 12.30pm, no need do anything! BECAUSE you must see the faci! one of the 4 天王! hahha wahid!!

look wat i did!

thought a little stupid, this is wat we are suppose to do for today, design web page! haha!!!!

LESSON over! but all thanks to that UT have to stay here till 4.15 for ut! unfair when i can go home earlier!!!!

sickening!!!

FYP 2 OUT LIAO!! stress coming liao!!!

Driving drives me mad!

It's only the 3rd lesson and i am going bonkers!!!

Irritating lei, the instructors kept on change never mind, but is like i really not same frequency as today's instructor, today one is a younger malay guy, then he seems like those like fast speed thingy, the way he dress.. *like a cowboy*

damn sia, dunno why lah, kept on stalled my car today, last 2 sessions also never stalled that often the most is one or 2 times, this one arh, endless... countless to me, then when he say brake, i literally jammed that brake and never remembered that there is a clutch! I SHOULD HAVE WELL TAKEN AUTO and stick to that uncle! WTF!!!!!

some times he like to say things last minute, then i can't react and think at the same time, imagine asking a freshie to gear up when negotiating a turn, i will just slowed down just to do that and then i will not focus on things well, so not to say the direction... sometimes i just cannot engage that damn gear 1, it's there already but dunno why can't really move off, then re engage it!!! DAMN sia! i so hate driving!

That road is also horrible, so many humans jaywalking, BEST of all there is a PRIMARY school! then so happen that TIME is school dismissal and attending class time, then DUNNO WHERE THAT GUARD ROAD de gone, stuck at there for like FOREVER, engaged that gear 1 and hold the clutch and i almost forgot that brake now! then i look opposite, another Learner, i think is a he, he also stuck there, never move also, so we both look at each other... nothing we can do, then my this instructor, very agitated, kept on scolding where is that guard, then people jaywalk suddenly, he wind down the window want to scold them... haix dunno wat to say... then i just ignore and drive... cause i already losing focus!

ANOTHER problematic is that i will either stop over the white line or too early.. cause he always say brake before the line quite a distance then i just jammed brake lor, he never say half brake for engage of clutch only! WTF, so kept on make mistake...

He say my moving off ok, only stopping... seriously behind the wheel can drive me crazy, especially when all those humans suddenly pop out! moving off i will always input lots of oil then release clutch real slow! LOL then that sound and suddenly just move off, BUT the moment move off liao, i will release the accelerator, cause will panic, especially turning that time!

Some times on hump he say brake then release all pedals, cross the accelerate, but then sometimes no need... make me real CONFUSED! then dunno why sometimes traffic turn green just before i stopped, he say quickly release all pedals, turn first, then accelerate....

then some times you engage brake need clutch in some times dun need, so MESSY!!! do until i don't know when to clutch in when clutch out!!!!
haix.... next week dun get him again please!!! i want another person another better person who can really click on, so that i am not lost and in a pile of mess!!!! make me really panic when see until humans!!!!

can't those people just beware? and cross properly or at least move away from us!!

WAT AGAIN!!

Hello HUmANs!

MS. TAY! there u declaring that you not lesbian then YOU still published the photo and introduce me as LES partner!! WAAAAA!!!!! i also very straight de lor! unless you force me to become a homosexual... waa... no way no way!! shoooo off you go stupid lousy thoughts!! I AM STRAIGHT!! i want my guy! i want 男人!! that's why We asked samuel to keep a look out for twins that are rich, don't smoke for us... and adding another criteria now, must know at least one musical instrument! haha!! very cheemology...

Yesterday's lesson was boring so is today's! cause all so nothing better to do like that... one bring us out to the "nature" like wat ms. tay say, the other talk non stop today!

horrible!

Tomorrow going to 3rd driving lesson liao, this weekend fulled so dun have lesson, need wait till next wednesday liao, think after next week can start more lessons on weekdays so that my weekends will be free, QUICK arh!! Quick learn how to drive properly, pass it faster! then i can no need tied down by lessons!

i really wonder why singapore so ma fan, in other countries, all they need to do is get a car, your own parents or friend or siblings who already got license to teach you at any where you like, then confidently liao, book the test date, bring your own car to the testing place and all done!! then this singapore need to have what qualified instructor all these troubles...

3 months want long not long... want short not short!

"Adventure" lesson

Had our adventure class outside in the Admiralty Park.

It seems like Jiayi had not gotten over the crazy over flowers and plants after the visit to Singapore Garden Festival.


Cause she took pics of the plants and flowers in the park too!!!! Thinking of how crazy can she be?? Yes, very crazy indeed.


Why, she screamed after sawing lizard, and snake!!! Screamed 2 times lo, don't see her so strong...actually she's scared of reptiles!!! Hahahhas, "xiao dan".



The Nature!!




Bring you go melaka take photo wan!?!??

First time...

First time our lesson ended so early, it's only like 3pm then we are done with lesson simply because there is only 3 teams.

On top of that we being the last team to install all those stuff because of those errors message and simply because of one stupid cable, it messed up everything but in the end we managed to complete all those stuffs! and was even faster than the rest of the team!

ahhah!

Bad news, cannot leave for home yet, otherwise would be able to reach home earlier!! cause got UT!!!! alamaks!!!! initially we wanted to leave and go home because of 1 person... but then 2nd thoughts we say we stay he shall do the work then we just sit around! then who knows he cannot install the software then he fed up mah, then he left...

but in the end we stay and things went fast!!

cool