Sleepy wednesday!

Sleep deprivation!!!!

last night stayed up so late just because of my china cousin... don't think i so close to him yet! lol but still got things to talk lor.. he say want to use call, i give excuse say dunno where my mic, he say go find, he wait... humans always like that, need you do things they will say they will be the good person! rubbish!!

But today really sleep deprivation, wake up so early because of the meeting! go driving can really tell that i no more energy, very not focus on my driving when it comes to the S course of the circuit, my nightmares!!! foot very tired and went numb... really is based on feel!!!!!! sleepy lor!!

then when i driving on the circuit got a baby chameleon on my wiper there open mouth so stupid! but i pretend never see until if not later i scream then my car sure out of control!! some more it is outside not inside still ok...

Now cracking brain to do fyp log, logs are troublesome lor! then wonder can do in point forms, SY very KIND!!! Ask edmund for me... haha...

since already at this stage, tell you all why i never ask myself! BECAUSE... SY KNOW LIAO!!! haha

BECAUSE... I scared of him! i see until him then very stress, don't know why, so many weeks liao lor, 1 project span also over liao but i still cannot overcome my fear of HIM!! don't know scared of him for what sia, ask myself i also dunno! see until him i stress!!!

Another thing that i never said was that, during the presentation day i broke down not i scared the actual presentation but also scared of him! I CANNOT IMAGINE IT WHEN HE SAY WE ALL DO AND END THE PROJECT EARLIER SO CAN DRY RUN!

DRY RUN AGAIN! IN FRONT OF HIM! CANNOT LOR, I SURE WILL NOT MAKE IT DE... later another break down...

HUMANS ARH... HELP ME LEI... I REALLY AT MY WITS' END LIAO... i never knew i will scared of people until like that...