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Dunno why but i just cannot sleep well at all, every day think about stuff, think till i dun even know people talking to me! damn sia...

Actually very truthfully, i never felt happy at all with my grades... I guess i would be much happier if i scored things that are slightly lower from the highest... every night i dream of the worst case that would happen...

Frankly speaking i really don't know how i will go on.. i guess i had really max. out too much.. i don't want to just end here, but at the same time i dunno how to go on... it's really tiring...